Just as I was getting into my new life........

So yet again time flies by and I forget I have a blog that I keep telling myself I will write musings in on a regular basis - and never do! But imagine my surprise when I found myself in t'interworld by accident again and THREE people had commented on MY ramblings!!! I tell ya, I was totally bowled over - as you can probably tell, I don't get out much.

Anyway, thank you very much to you all for your kind comments, it has fair cheered me up.

So where was I? Oh yes, I had just decided to get a grip, be positive, get out into the world - then wham! The next bit of reality comes along to screw it all up. My Ma is taken very ill and needs looking after - translated that is full on care, she can only shuffle about 10 yards with her zimmer and can't do stairs at all - and although there are 4 of us I appear to be the unanimously uncontested winner of the guess who is going to care for her competition. I'm not entirely sure there was a vote taken, but as everyone else expressed their interest or not as the case may be, and each conversation started with something on the lines of " well of course I'd LIKE to be able to help, but I'm far too busy" - you get the picture. I've always been the weakest link.

So, less than 2 years after the harrowing journey with my man I am back playing carer. I will now have completed the set. All 4 of the parents and a husband - does that qualify me for a badge of some sort do you think?? I said to my daughter should It be discovered at this stage of my life I was adopted at birth I don't want to know - I am NOT looking after anyone else!

So, there I was tootling along, getting out of my comfort zone, crafting days going well, lots of positive thinking and all that stuff, little business building up, when bizarrely, exactly 1 year from my launch event I have to put classes on hold while I try to assess what will be happening with this situation. It's a good job I'm already not quite wired up right, this could tip a sane person over the edge.